Sometimes i wonder why anyone enjoys writing at all.
As if my mind was not confusing enough, with all the absurd and senseless thoughts that run through my head all day long. Why the hell would i want to write any of that on paper? For later to recall, as the famous Portuguese ad went? I know i will “later” laugh while reading all of it but that can’t be the only purpose? To organize chaos? To try to motivate myself to write, so i don’t lose the skill? To not allow my calligraphy to completely die on me? To try to keep some grammatical capacity i might still possess?
It is definitely not to burn time! Between work, computer games, playing guitar or drums, practice martial arts, and so many other possible occupations, i can think of better choices to spend it.
Then why? Is there a goal? Just good for the soul? :)